Nightmares week 3

I had that nightmare again, Only this time it got worse. I don't know why i keep seeing such evil things in my own mind, am i going crazy? Have i completely lost it? Is there any way to make it stop. As an insomniac staying away isn't so hard, But since i HAVE to sleep. Staying awake is not an option anymore. No more staying up late. If they knew what i see when i close my eyes, they would think twice before closing there own. Day in and day out i must stuffer through visions i prefer not to see, Horrible noises i must hear, i have no choice. when i sleep its impossible to wake up. I lay there waiting,watching, dreaming. I pray to god that soon they will end.